there's not much going on today. i missed him, afif ahmad. i went to sleep late last night around 2+. cuz i slept for about 7 hours in the afternoon. couldn't dim my eyes. he has gone for like weeks. :| i really miss him like words can't describe how much i do. last message from him was [you'll see it at the bottom] okay, lets continue. i spent a day just looking at his pictures. the videos he sent me. that was cute. previous messages from him. been such a wonderful splendid memories :)) hmm. it's 6:58 pm. i'm all alone and i need him right now :( yknow how exactly it feels right when you miss someone for a very long time, even if a day without them feels like a years. that's what we called love :) i guess.. todays like the worst day of mine. Monte Carlo is on tomorrow. too bad laila's parents won't let her. it wouldn't be much more fun than i expect it to be. laila, it wouldn't be complete without you. it'll be boring if aku sama emma saja :( you said you couldn't wait for Monte Carlo but in the end kau inda dapat :( this mess is so messy! i was really excited you know but then inda tia jadi. you how it feels when kau excited for that something then "alaaaaaaa" :( so sad eh. i really wanna go. sama cousin boring. have been watching with dorang sudah. i never been out for a movie sama friends even boyfriend pun inda pernah. sighs* what a life~ sabar saja. laila, yknow what i hope kau inda kana suruh oleh your parents. please lah. thats what we aim to watch. MONTE CARLO. YA ALLAH. see. mental ku eeeeeh. gila. bah i think i stop here saja eh. i got nothing to say lagi. so bye-bye. hehe.
lotsof love,
azillafifi.
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